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Monday, September 12, 2005

i'm never kind. jus too bad. jon's words realli makes me thinks hard that day. i feel so long ting is happy, everything is worth doing it.. i mean.. wad's frens ferr.. i found out my weakest point: i care too much in some unneccessary stuffs like frenship prob. i do some silly and super childish things and yet i find them meaningful. now i realised wad wrongs i've been doing all this while. it's like i'm contributing to class stuffs; not wanting credits and stuffs yet after all that, when there is error, it's owaz my fault. but when everything goes smoothly, who was the one who ever questions and asks.. "whose's work is tis?" never. i realli sit down and reflect.. does all tis worth it anot? i seriously think they arent. so, i've decided.. no class comm matters next yr.. jus concentrate in my 'o'.. even if elected, i'll step down. no way for me to do that anymore. i've enughh of it tis yr. humph! jon's words realli shocked me lorr.. is like i'll never expect him to say tis.. and it's kinda surprising.. realli. jon, i'll promise u not to give a damn on her.. and i'll stay happy cos all tis arent worth it. =D -smiles + grins-